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[Feb. 13th, 2005|10:07 pm] |
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i get my life back on april 13 |
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| happy holidays |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|11:48 pm] |
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ive had the best christmas break :)
( CliCk ) |
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[Dec. 19th, 2004|05:04 pm] |
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| |  busy | ] |
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| | fionna apple | ] |
Yesterday was my birthday.
It was nice. I woke up at 12 something because i was so tired and went running and lifted and such. then i took a shower and went out with michael for a while. at 6 we went out to eat with my family but of course everyone got into a big arguement (as usual). So we came home and i opened my cards with my mom and sister and michael while my dad pouted like a baby in the other room. Micahel and I went to see Spanglish at like 10 30... that was fun too. It was cute and funny at the same time. Poor michael had to get up at 5 for work though and we definatly didnt get home until 1 30.
today ive worked on my history paper all day. its so boring i keep taking breaks. We have gone over the civil war shit for so long that theres so much. mine is 6 pages already and im only half way done. blah.
everyone pray for NO SNOW tomorrow because im taking my test to get my license :) !!!
im nervous. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|09:49 pm] |
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since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;
wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
-the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says
we are for each other: then
laugh leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph
And death i think is no parenthesis
ee cummings |
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| lets talk about the submerged sex.... |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|05:29 pm] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
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| | pearl jam | ] |
A female cafeteria worker makes an average anual income of $15,000 a year.
A male cafeteria worker makes an average anual income of $15,000 a year.
A female surgeon makes an average anual income of $88,000 a year.
A male surgeon makes an average anual income of $140,000 a year.
Somone show me the equality in that, and then tell me that women are equal today. |
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| its autumn! |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|12:24 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | willy wonka and the chocolate factory | ] |
Today was great.
Michael and I carved Jack o Lanterns.
it was fun. I never did that before.
(and mine rocks, so everyone should all drive past my house at night to see it lit up!) |
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| nada |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|11:30 am] |
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| | frustrated | ] |
Im procratinating, thinking of anything else i could possibly do than finish my history paper.
Since school has started everything sucks. I have headaches all the time because i dont get any sleep, and when i have time to sleep i cant. So when i go to xc im exausted before i even start running, which is not good when we race or do a whistle workout or LSD days.
My grandma is coming in the beginning of November. Im excited. I havent seen her in almost 2 years. My mom says we're exactly alike. Which is true, to an extent. We both have very short tempers and we think republican views are very outdated. oh yeah, and we both like potato soup. i guess thats more than i have in common with most people. But anyway. I think me and her are going to Washington D.C. one of the days shes here, which should be fun. The election is really soon. I hope everyone makes the right decision. |
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| race |
[Oct. 5th, 2004|05:29 pm] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | evanescence | ] |
all the girls PRed today :)
we did great.
we took our yearbook pictures today for XC. the girls got their own picture for the first time.
half the team is done after today, so now its just us ladies and 12 of the guys.
it will be fun.
steph and i get to go on a river run tomorrow because we broke into the 24s.
yay, LSD tommorrow. (long slow day). 10 miles. fun.
we scrimmage field hockey on the 26th. haha. |
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| the girls xc team |
[Sep. 28th, 2004|09:35 pm] |
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| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dashboard confessional | ] |
the meet today went wonderfully. today, for the first time EVER in BTHS history, a girls cross country team raced. The rain made it interesting... in addition to racing we got to spash through a nice big winding 3 mile mud path. it was fun. We did great, and i am so proud of all the girls. everyone pulled their own weight and everyone followed through on the goals we set for ourselves. its a great feeling. this saturday we race at holmdel. that is one hell of a course, but we should do great as long as we dont stress about it and just go there and run. and we're all getting together for spaghetti on friday night. yumm.
darker note.
i miss..
-sleep
-michael
-my friends
-time to read my book
-the summer
-a time of less migranes
-not being aquainted with milanes math |
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| update |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|04:08 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | staind | ] |
So school is draining.
I get like 5 hours of sleep everynight.
Funny Story, ready...
On Wednesday i got a piece of something metal in my eye, and i couldnt get it out. So i had to go to the ER and they had to get it out. I sat there for like 3 hours because they numbed my eye (like the dentist numbs your mouth) and got it with these tweezer things. yeah, scary. and that thing in my eye scratched it, so i had to put antibiotic drops that stung like holy hell in my eyes every 3 hours so it wouldnt get infected. Not cool. Besides that cut my 5 hours of sleep in half.
Yesterday Stonis informed me and ms mulligan that he doesnt want me to take ceramics 2 as an idependent study.. so we have a meeting with him on monday to tell him why i should. asshole. he approved it in july, along with mr mills and ms mulligan and my mother... its not almost october. im in the middle of my wheel set and my mask and my leaf slab pot.
but now its saturday, which was nice because i got to sleep till like 11:30, but then i spent the rest of the day doing... HOMEWORK! of course. Damn AP history and Beowulf and AP Calc and freaking SAT prep packet. it makes me miss the summer of 50 hours of work a week... and thats pretty bad.
michael and i have a date tonight. :)
and my parents are buying a "3rd family car" in the spring that i will be allowed to "use sometimes" as long as i pay the insurance on it and fill up the gas tank and leave it here when i go to college. Essentally, theyre buying me a car, but not calling it my car because they always swore they would never buy me a car. im so excited. theyre doing it because they dont want me to buy a crappy 2,000 car and have it break down alot or get a job during the school year because of how much homework i have. i get to help pick it out and everything, the only drawback is that i have to wait until april to get it, i can drive the mom mobile until then. haha. this is the coolest thing my parents have ever done. I get my license in less than 3 months. :) |
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| ah, the words of puritan extreamists. |
[Sep. 20th, 2004|06:31 pm] |
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| |  determined | ] |
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| | the news | ] |
From John Winthrop's "On Liberty"
"...The Women's own choice makes such a man her husband; yet, being so chosen he is her lord, and she is to be subject to him, yet in a way of liberty, not bondage; and a true wife accounts her subjection her honor and freedom and would nor think her condition safe and free but in her subjection to her husband's authority."
How increadibly inaccurate is that? And whats so dispiriting is that you can still see those ideals today. That needs to be fixed. I'm going to fix it.
Right after i run 22 minutes at Cinaminson tomorrow to avoid the whistle drill this week. |
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| i am fairly agile. i can bend and not break. |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|01:21 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | wallflowers | ] |
Tuesday i had a really crappy race at New Egypt. I cant wait for next tuesday, when we race there again. i really disappointed Cap and the guys and mr. david and i feel like i have to make up for it double. We race at cinaminson this tuesday, and i want to do well there, but im really anticipating New Egypt. Steph and i have decieded that, since we raced completly horribly, we are going to subject ourselves to a hellish run every day from here on out until we race a time we are proud of. we're trianing hard core and we're going to go back and own the New Egypt course. Yesterday i had a wonderful 8 1/2 mile run with steph. it felt really good.
school is wearing me down. its just so much work. i seriously come home from practice, eat, shower, and do homework till 11 30. damn ap history.
tomorrow michael and i are going to go see resident evil. ive wanted to see that for a long time, and ive just been too busy. hopefully im not too tired after whatever it is that Cap has planned for us. |
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| im tired. |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|12:12 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | none | ] |
i finished 13th at my meet today out of lots of people.
i got a medal.
im very happy.
and meags and talvin and john and jp and mahony and everybody did great.
we we kick ass. |
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| its true, i do imbude my blue onto myself.... I Make It Bitter |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|06:32 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | alan jackson | ] |
tomorrow is the meet of champions at Holy Cross.
its our first meet.
im nervous.
football is on this weekend. :)
st louis plays arizona.
i want to go to college with all my friends.
i want to run away from everything and everybody.
and i dont care if thats the easy way out.
and im blocking comments because i dont feel like dealing with or reading or knowing about anyones smart ass remarks. |
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| remember when i was young, and so were you |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|06:13 pm] |
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| | sad | ] |
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| | incubus | ] |
you being in love
will tell who softly asks in love,
am i separated from your body smile brain hands merely
to become the jumping puppets of a dream? oh i mean:
entirely having in my careful how
careful arms created this at length
inexcusable, this inexplicable pleasure--you go from several
persons: believe me that strangers arrive
when i have kissed you into a memory
slowly, oh seriously
--that since and if you disappear
solemnly
myselves
ask "life, the question how do i drink dream smile
and how do i prefer this face to another and
why do i weep eat sleep--what does the whole intend"
they wonder. oh and they cry "to be, being, that i am alive
this absurd fraction in its lowest terms
with everything cancelled
but shadows
--what does it all come down to? love? Love
if you like and i like,for the reason that i
hate people and lean out of this window is love,love
and the reason that i laugh and breathe is oh love and the reason
that i do not fall into this street is love." |
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[Sep. 5th, 2004|12:16 am] |
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| | content | ] |
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| | macy grey | ] |
Today was my last day of work until XC season is over.
School starts Tuesday.
That is all.
Oh yeah. anyone watch Bush's address at the Republican Convention? How about when he said, "I believe that medical decisions should be made by the doctor and patient, not the bueracrates in Washington D.C." Yet, he threatens to cut fedural funding from clinics whose doctors discuss (not even recomend, just discuss) abortion with their patients. he makes me sick. |
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| you know the summers ending when you get your schedule.... and get it fixed |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|04:38 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | smashing pumpkins | ] |
So, almost time to go back to school. Kind of glad. Work is tiring. My last day is September 4th. I'm excited to be done work, but not to go back.
1st Semester
Sat prep (Q1), American pop culture (Q2), AP Calculus, Enriched English III, AP History, Showchior (Gotta fix that still. I sound like a dying cat when i sing)
2nd Semester
Internet and Web Page Design, the rest of AP Calc (then gym), Spanish IV, the rest of AP History (then gym), chemestry
But the bright side is that its one more year till we're done.
So i think i made enough this summer to cover my insurance and buy a car. I'm happy about that.
Cross Country practices started. Still looking for chicks, but we have a team of our own this year even if we dont get anyone else.
My brother just got back from the hospital. Broke his wrist i believe. smooth.
going to softball now.
<3 <-- for you |
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| haha |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
so, guidence screwed up my schedule.
bad.
again.
no english, 2 histories, a class i already took (and passed), gym twice, and no lunch. |
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| voting |
[Jul. 28th, 2004|03:04 pm] |
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| | cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alicia keys | ] |
I need your help for the paper. :)
1.
a. If youre able to vote, are you planning on voting this year?
b. For who? Why?
c. Tell me about how you registered to vote
2.
a. If youre not able, do you wish you could vote?
b. For who? Why?
c. Have you tried to persuade your 18 year old friends to vote?
Thanks. |
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| yay |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|12:36 am] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | im going to the zoo zoo zoo, how about you, you you... | ] |
im going to the zoo tomorrow with michael :)
bet you wish you could go, huh? |
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